About Me

What am i doing here....i guess i m just bored..and need to type some stuff.....well i guess i just needed some place to release the stuff in my head.....well thats y it is called (from the inside of me )....

My life was all good untill i was about 16...i had no worries no problems...but once i turned 16 whoah u should have seen the shit load that was awaiting me .....problems came like a broken dam.... Relationships , studies ,ambition, and stuff like that......i was always a simple person but it got so complicated later on that i almost lost it.....well suddenly i realised, that i have to pull my self together or else i wont be able to do anything....and thankfully i regained controll of my out of controll life before i was 20....why so long.....hmm ......mostly ....i had to concentrate on my studies ...but then u know lah ....boys at the age of 17....hahahah...girlfriends are the next thing .....instead of studies.......well i had a relationship when i was 17....it was cool ....or ..so i thought.......I always thought how hard could it b to maintain a relationship.....well i was just about to find out.. ..in any relationship i always thought if u keep her happy it would b alright...but ..a FOOL was the right word to describe me..........After the school life i continued my studies and went for a carrier of my choice.......I found new friends and strenghtned the bond between my old friends even after the schooling days,.......and they are the ones who have helped me all this time....and at the same time try to balance my relationship with this gurl......

She was the kind of person i could talk to and would listen to my problems...the type who was always concerned ...so i was happy...untill one day she said she said she had to go back to her home town for a few months....at the same time i was having my college exams.......then after 3 months she came back, i was happy,thinking that things would be better...but sadly we fought more often than usual....then finally after college i started to work ....that was when it all came to a big stop in my relationship....she did the best thing of all.......She cheated on me.....haiz........!!......then i started to get depressed....but thankfully i had my friends around ....they always shared the laughter and they were the ones who actually helped me up.....(they don't know that)...coz they always see me as a person strong of will...actually i was hiding all the tears grief and pain inside.....just not to worry them......it took me a while but now i manage to get over her......well the last i heard ....she was getting married .....well hah...who cares ......

A year later after all this problems, i started to understand and become more mature in my thinking ....some how i dont'know lah....but i was able to be a person that cared.....and understood my friends and was always obligated to help them and be there for them......may b it was because of what i did in the past .....that i was not understanding enough or not there for anyone....some how i started to do the opposite.....i was more reliable to people and became a person that would listen to other people's problems ......thats when i met my pet sis....sadly she is working far away now...but we do keep in touch .....(PENNY) u r the coollest .....;p....she helped to teach me stuff about life and like wise i did for her..we were more like bro and sis.....The same goes for my best buddies....they are the standing pillar of the currently real me.......we always hang out ...make fun of each other, but after all that is said and done ......we are always there to help one another ....no matter what ....and it is because of this simple bond among friends, that i have learnt to treasure all relationships wether friends, family or grilfriends ....because the main thing is trust and understanding and also being there for one another no matter what the cost...that is what a true relationship means

Well happily now i m 21years old and i have decided to continue my carrier and just enjoy my life as it goes ......be cause living in the moment is the best of all , for it is then that u live to the fullest, cause u never know what might happen to u tommorow.......i now strongly believe that i m now a better living person today because of all these problems that i have endured .....and i will continue to help others the way others have helped me .......